Woah that was a long hiatus. I’ll be honest, I felt weird not posting every week. I’ve been in this job-hunting/figuring out what my life #goals are, kind of a funk lately and this hovering overcast hasn’t been helping. Also, my body physically got sick from stressing myself out so much. Didn’t know that was actually a thing…And if you know me, you know I’m extremely chill and don’t like to stress about things, so that honestly probably shocked my system which is pretty crazy.
SO now, I’m consciously choosing to be happy, upbeat, and follow where my heart desires starting now even when those waves of self doubt or negative thoughts start coming down. Everything is up to me and me only and always has been. All about that manifestation life these days, ya know?
And you know when they say, “when one door closes, another one opens”? Well that just happened to me with a job I (extensively) interviewed for and eventually ended up not getting the position. But that same day, my friend texted me asking if I wanted to go to Tahiti for a month in August….Coincidence??! I think not….Just the universe working it’s weirdly amazing magic.
A job will come when it’s supposed to. I’ll still be searching around, but not to the point of sickness(…). And even if it’s not up to the potential/standards that I see for myself and what I could be doing at the moment, I know it’s just a stepping stone for something greater in the future.